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Post by Jasper Hale on Jul 16, 2009 20:14:55 GMT -5
Jazz was going through old pictures in his study. He grabbed one and froze, it was Maria...
-flashback-
Maria's hand was warm in his; it was a cool night. Not much had happened recently and they had gotten closer. She leaned against his arm, Jazz...could we try...? He pretty much realized what she wanted but didn't want it that much. He didn't know if he loved her...it wasn't Peter and Charlotte felt. I don't know...I don't really want to... She gave him a pouty face that he couldn't resist. He sighed but nodded Thank you. You'll enjoy it, promise. This was not her first time having sex...but it was his. She led him back to where they were camped out and wrapped her arms around his neck. He kissed her gently but she was more eager...more pushy. She pushed him down onto her sleeping bag and worked on getting his shirt off. Her hands ran up his chest and he closed his eyes, he was a little bit scared of her. First he had no idea what the hell he was doing. Second he didn't want her to be his first. Maria's fingers undid his pants and she slid them off quickly. Her clothes came off just as fast. She sat on top of him and he started to breathe faster. He flipped her over and her hands slid down his chest and he got up quickly but she caught him. She pushed him back down and landed sitting on his waist. Maria no-- She pulled off the rest of his clothes in a second and sat back down slowly. Her fingers dug into his back and he bit his lip to keep from yelling. It wasn't anything that he wanted to do again. It didn't feel good like she said, it actually sort of hurt...not like she was very gentle though.
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He came back with tears running down his cheeks. Alice was in the doorway with a worried look on her face. Jazz, are you ok? He nodded and wiped away the tears had fallen. She shut the door quietly and walked over to him as he fell back into his chair. What happened? You can tell me anything. Just remembering... Remembering what? He sighed as she sat on his desk just in front of him with her legs crossed. Her fingers wound in his hair, My first time...with Maria. She instantly stiffened and didn't say a word. But you were crying... I never said that I liked it...I was scared and she hurt me Ali. She sat in his lap gently, Why didn't you ever tell me? I didn't want to scare you. She's my ex, it would give you more reason to kill her. She kissed him gently, Have I ever hurt you? He stroked her cheek, Honey with you it's love. With her it was just sex. She only wanted that. You've never ever hurt me. You're much more... he searched for the right word.Gentle and caring. She looked deep in thought and he kissed her cheek, She wants you back. She's going to find you. She'll have to drag me back because I'm not going anywhere. The doorbell rang and Alice wiped a tear, he knew she was there.
Jasper got up and went to get the door. Angel came running down the stairs and jumped into his arms, Daddy whos here? Someone I know baby. Momma doesn't like her though. Stay by me and mommy. She nodded her little head and held around his neck. He took a breath and opened the door. Jasper, so nice to see you. I wish I could say the same about you. What is it that you needed? Can't I atleast come in? Catch up? Of course, come in. Angel stirred in his arms, Mommy! Maria gave him a look, Roses? Alice came out and took Angel, Ours. Her eyes got wide as Jazz kissed her little head in Alice's arms. Daddy Jacksies wants you. He nodded, I'll be right back. He ran up the stairs and got his son. When he came back down they were sitting across from each other...what did she want now?
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